My Prayer

I’m broken down, beat up, shredded and taped back together. My prayers are insincere my life is falling apart. The voice I want so desperately to hear is not my own in fact no longer does the reverberating sound of peace corse through my ears...

I Started to Pray

So tonight I broke down and I started to pray that the Lord would make these feelings go far far away. This awareness it hit me like the thunder of an oncoming storm, it was nothing like I had ever felt before...

ACCELERATE ! SLOW MO! STOP! PLAY! PAUSE! REWIND!

As I walked up the curvy path I would see the bend and say “this looks like it is the last one, surely this is the last one, the mountain could not go any further, I don’t see how it could be!” But sure enough I would get to the top of that bend and there would be a whole other bend to walk up. I swear this happened like 5 times! When I finally reached the “top” I saw no one!